A building is a symbol, as is the act of destroying it. Symbols are given power by people. Alone, a symbol is meaningless, but with enough people, blowing up a building can change the world.” V for Vendetta”

Wow, it’s been a minute since I last wrote.  Life has zoomed by at a fantastic pace.  Not long ago, we were all in a planademic.  Well, now, we still are, are we not?

As the fake of this Hoax comes to light, we still see those who are destroying towns, businesses, and statues.  As the disgruntled has their baby tantrum. The MSM reports on more fear porn.  I have loved all the memes on the horse racers as they describe what next fear horse comes into the lead.  How funny is it that so many actually want this Hoax to be real.  WHY?  Ahh, the question of the day!

I have written about this before.  The limited place we come from makes up the reality we live.  There is no other way around it.  There is no savior out there that will come into your life and save you.  There is only YOU!!  Others will share in your thoughts, but this is solely for your growth, not for you to stay and camp at.  We do need one another, but if we allow ourselves to stay in one place, one will grow mold.  Life is about changes, moving, and doing.

I sat outside, watering my wild grass that grows in my yard yesterday evening.  This has become my favorite thing to do.  To relax, listen, and water.  It is my way of meditating and putting things into perspective. I always talk to Spirit, but this time of day, I am really asking the questions of the day.

One thing Spirit said last night was that there will be hard times always, but to remember this time, right at that moment.  I felt peaceful and appreciative of all I was seeing, and all I was feeling.  That there is what I have found causes me the biggest hang-up in life—the fear of feeling.  I have been angry these past couple of days. I have even wanted to see those who have hurt me to be destroyed. There is nothing wrong with these thoughts or feelings.  In fact, it is okay to allow yourself to feel these emotions.  That is what we came down here to do.  As Spirit put it, you came here to deal and explore all that you do.  It is when you suppress and make yourself feel guilty for these thoughts and feelings that you get into trouble.

As I watch the world go to pieces and some people tear down the world, I can only wonder… what if they were told that they are allowed to feel the way they do, but tearing stuff down is not helping to heal them.  Too many times, we get it in our minds, be it from the fear that we have lived with for years, or the side effects of alcohol, or antidepressants, that life is too hard or not fair.

The more research about school shootings, the more I have seen that most of the shooters were on some kind of anti-anxiety medication. Don’t believe me look it up.  Our world is full of fear porn deliver every morning, afternoon, and evening.  The very source you get your information is causing you your fear.   Yet, only a few see this. Why?

I have found out from Spirt that you get what you give, that you create your day.  If you want the best day ever, you have to allow yourself to create and have that best day ever.  There is nothing outside of you that keeps you from creating.  Yet as I have written before, it is easy for outside sources to keep some in a state of limited thinking.

NO!  I do not believe that we have to stay in that limited thought, but it seems like to much work to get out of it for some.  I guess as I am witnessing it, it is easier for some to give up there God/ Goddess given gift of creating and allow others to control them.  As I watch many who are hurting and destroying this world, I worry about what kind of world we will have.

I am of this mindset.  I love my freedom to chose to be so free that I am not worried about how others are acting out.  I have removed myself from those people and situations.  There is no reason for me to follow the cows over the cliff.  I will stand tall and proud of who I am and watch as others fall and hopefully pick themselves up.  I do not need a leader, I walk best alone.  I love my emotions, and I love how I feel.

This world needs this time right now.  A lot of unhappy people need to awaken and become the individual that doesn’t need a crowd to be whole.

As Spirit put it so well last night to me.  I will have my good days and my bad days.  There are to be painful times, and there will be amazing times.  I am to remember that at those times when I am tested that I will come out the other side much more aware of how beautiful this life is.  It is why I came here to this earth plane. I came here to feel.

“Just as in the body, eye and ear develop as organs of perception, as senses for bodily processes, so does a man develop in himself soul and spiritual organs of perception through which the soul and spiritual worlds are opened to him. For those who do not have such higher senses, these worlds are dark and silent, just as the bodily world is dark and silent for a being without eyes and ears.”
― Rudolf Steiner, Theosophy: An Introduction to the Spiritual Processes in Human Life and in the Cosmos