I am drawn back to Reiki

To empower others through words. But we have become a society of sound bites. More than 4 minutes can drive some insane. And to sit and read a paragraph let alone a book is almost unheard of.

I can honestly say I’ve fallen into that mindset! 🤷‍♀️

It’s easy when you can watch short videos or little clips non stop for days.

And that’s what happened! And then the depression started. I have dealt with depression my whole life, I feel like many of us have. Unfortunately we live in a culture of satanist who have become very strong.

I recommend the YouTube video “ BE CAREFUL! This is serious…”- Victor Davis Hanson’s Crucial on Motivation Care.

It is a history of what our society has been conditioned on.

So as the color of my life dimmed, I stop doing the things I like and sickness set in. I became very conscious that I was going through something very wrong!

And I wasn’t able to shake it. In fact I became crippled by the fear, the anger and the anxiety.

Shit!!

I started with Acupressure, EFT tapping, herbs, I’ve always eaten right. I take in less than 1000 calories a day yet I was gaining weight. What on flat earth!??

Depression so debilitating, I couldn’t sleep or feel!

Nothing was working. It took a tooth surgery to get my attention. The Dentist claimed to be into natural pathetic Dentistry but he wasn’t . He is a practicing minimalist, but is doing an experimental procedure on his patients.

And my body didn’t like it one bit!

And he had the bed side manner of a clown. Plus wanted to charge me in advance at a 30% interest rate for other procedures! WTF 😳 “YOU’RE FIRED!

I’m healing now, and I’ll share that story in a different blog.

So after a month of pain and suffering, I went to my shelf of books and there they were, all my Reiki lessons, and books.

I have been attuned and became a Master Reiki teacher years ago, but lost my way from the practice or better yet lost my way, my ability to hearing and feeling the Reiki energies.

I sat and became aware of the breath of life. Listening for the song of Reiki. The song of the Dove helps me remember those energies!

I placed my hands, after whispering Reiki symbols on my palms, and placed both my hands on either side of my jaw. Woah 😮 The warmth, the feeling of safety, and love washed over me. And I cried.

My jaws unclenched, my heart felt lighter. The shoulder pain and burning sensation eased up.

I practiced and read more in my book and everything I had once known came flooding back. I downloaded a Reiki app on my phone and set the timer for sessions. I picked up my little turtle shaped flute and started to play. I have my singing bowls near-by, to play when I feel stressed.

I found myself able to walk again, and work on my small chicken farm. No more cane or pain.

First thing I did this morning was Reiki and watched the sunrise.

It takes time to unlearn the damage we find ourselves in. It takes devotion to come out of the matrix and take the time for self care! 🧖‍♀️

It takes a hell of a lot of strength to turn off the fear porn, the drama and evil!

But wow the rewards on the other side are AMAZING! 😻

I am sleeping 😴, I can hear the Doves again. I am slowly but surely getting better ❤️‍🩹!

Become a BraveHeart!

Baroness Heart 💜

Enjoy the AI video I created through my words. ❤️